Early retirement

Retirement is understood to be a life phase ehen there is no much of hard work to do and one can leisurely spend his 24 hours in anyway one likes. It is a kind of freedom when time and punctuality is no more a factor. Also one doesn't have to fix himself within defined framework of work schedule and timings. In order to enjoy this state, I voluntarily retired myself from an active job life at the age of 52. I enjoyed the so called freedom for about 2 months and presently I am so depressed with my loneliness. Earlier my mobile used to ring at frequent intervals in relation to my job activities but now none is calling me up. When I attempt calling someone, they cut short the conversation saying they are busy. Now I realize that the retired phase of life is one of the most suicidial state of ones life more so if it is before the superannuation age. Being occupied engaged and busy is indeed a perfect eay to a healthy life, physically and mentally both.